really really upset..

today I found out that someone knew my password .. he or she even dear to talk with my cousin and with more people.. x__x when my cousin told me about that I couldn't believe it.. somehow I know who did it.. but I just want to believe is true.. why??? why people have to do that..I don't what to jump to conclusions.. so.. I'm gonna change my passwords.. and forget about it..

moreover.. I don't have a Yuki anymore.. I didn't say it.. because I was hoping that he could return soon to home.. but he didn't.. so.. after almost 3 years of being my baby.. Yuki is not longer with me x__x I have to deal with that and I feel awful.. I feel awful because the last time that I saw him.. I didn't treat him like I should.. u_u so.. I really don't want to cry.. but I cared about him so much.. when I was is USA he was one one the things that I missed the most.. even more that some friends.. ..when I returned he didn't recogniced me at first..but then he did it and he was so sweet.. OMG! sorry Yuki.. gomen ne I was so bad with u :(